Simply Complicated June 30, 2008

<- Face of a girl who confuses herself.

 

 

  So lately I have been thinking about “individualism” if we all are “individuals” then aren’t we all the same? So what doesn’t make sense is, the people who just do what they think is being an individual, or the reason why they are doing whatever it is, is because they say someone else who did it and looked so “cool” or different doing whatever. But then think about it, aren’t they doing what the other person did? So that wouldn’t make them any different from the other “individuals” that have done/wear/whatever the same thing. The true individuals are the person who just says, “you know what, I am going to do what I think is neat! Not because some mag told me so.” As weird as this sounds, if you want to be an individual, the first step to doing so, is not to have being an individual on your agenda. But to just be the crazy, funny, kind, nice, sane, whatever makes you, YOU is the most indivual thing you can do. There is not one person who has the same exact fears, loves, personality traits, so that is what makes you an indivudual. Also, sometimes you have to stop and realize that if we all are ”individuals” aren’t we all the same?

 

 

 

   Also I just finished a bag of Fritos Honey BBQ twists, I have not had one of those since my grandfather died six years ago. Today, I remembered how disgustingly good those things were. They are like hot fries, good but to a point, and after awhile you regret eating them. Hopefully a few gallons of water and I will get the flavor that seriously savors in your mouth for some time after you have finished out of my mouth. Okay, I am now going to take it upon myself to give myself a serious challenge. And it would be awesome if some of my readers will follow in this challenge as well. If you do want to take the challenge I encourage you to do so, you might learn something about yourself.

 Here is my challenge for myself, and others that want to do the same. I Won’t eat any fast Food, or junk food for a month, and I will try to write daily posts of progress.

 

 

 

   Urgh, I really should be doing other things then blogging. Oh well, Blogging is enjoyable. But I think that is all for my blog today. Thanks for reading! Leave plenty of comments please!

 

  song for today’s blog………….”Mercy” by Duffy

I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream June 29, 2008

 

 

 

 

    Today was an interesting day, just there isn’t words that could describe my day.

 

  Right now I should be studying for my class tomorrow morning, I did go over it, but there is still more stuff that needs to be done. I absolutely love being a teacher for young girls who’s ages are about middle school 12-14. They aren’t that younger compared to me, but lately I have been teaching the 12 and 13 year old. It sometimes is a little odd, because you know as well as them, that your NOT that much older then them and you want to be some kind of authority figure to them, someone they can talk to in confidence and a person that will just listen to them. But they all are delish, I have grown attach to all of them and like anything some can be more friendly then others, but all in all I see them as individuals and not as a mass. I know when I was that age, I wanted to find and know who I was, and trying to find acceptance in older teens. I just hope that whatever it is I am teaching them, they might not learn something but maybe learn something more about themselves, or feel comfortable in a group of girls their age. As a girl I know that girls can run their mouths a lot, and I can become very closed up like a turtle hides in its shell. But this is a place where I want them to feel comfortable with the group or even me so they can seek advice from other people with different opinions and views. Some people think, they are 12 they don’t have serious issues to deal and face with, yes, to you that might be the case but to them, it is a serious matter. Goodness, I could talk all day about my girls, they all are just dolls. I do have to say that a few of my girls are trying out or are in the Surge band, and they have MAJOR talent. Now I understand how parents can be so proud of their children, these girls I just see maybe once a week sometimes more or less, but I am so proud to say that they are in my class. And I could brag on them all night long, but I won’t.

 

 

 

Lately I have been in a HUGE creative mood, but I don’t know what to create. I was thinking to try and get back into my clay figures, but the baking for those things are sooo tricky. I was thinking knitting, even though I live in Florida and really you don’t need heavy blankets, scarves, and hats. I might just do learn how to knit from this old lady.

 

 

  Oh, random fact! Frozen bananas and chocolate shell syrup makes the BEST sweet tooth treat, with out a butt load of calories and fat. Sugar might be slightly high, one it is natural from the banana, and some chocolate is good for your skin and heart believe it or not. More dark chocolate, and not the dark chocolate that Hersey’s make, I am talking 80% cacao, 20% sugar. You might be thinking to yourself, 20% sugar? that is still allot of sugar, why not 100% cacao? Well….I thought the same at first, if you want to have a little experiment one day go to the store, buy bakers dark chocolate, and go buy chocolate 80% cacao. I find the good chocolate with 80% cacao at World Market. 80% is a bitter chocolate, 100% is completely unbearable, don’t believe me try it.  

   Certain foods that you might not normally think actually will produce a natural chemical reaction in your body to make you feel happier. Did you know that? If you did know that do you know what foods make you happier? You don’t? Let me tell you…..Chocolate (obviously), and chili peppers. Yup that’s right, so next time you see chili peppers and chocolate don’t think it is weird, it is a good combination. Now people, I am not talking those peppers like chipoli, Jalapeno, none of this unbearable hot peppers. The small red chili peppers will be the best.

 

   Okay, wow I talk way to much when it comes to food. I watch the Food channel way to much for one person. Okay, enough jibber jabber for today! Hope you enjoyed my blog this time!

 

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    Song for today’s blog is………”Paper Planes” by MIA

Don’t think I have forgotten you my readers! I Still think your the cats meow! June 28, 2008

< -I love that hat.

 

 

 

  So my lovely readers I hope you don’t feel neglected. Your still pretty awesome for reading my rants on everything.

 

I have been having a good week lately. Got some new gadgets YAY! Just everything has been running smoothly in my life so Far. I think my plans for the future is becoming more clear as my days go by. Very excited to go traveling around Europe in 2010 without the rents.

 

  College is getting closer and closer. And my girlies who will marry before me the old spinster that I am. Like Erin’s getting married this December and I remember when she wag sixteen and the Stage manager for Ms. Lori. Now she is due to get married. So happy for you guys!

 

 So lately I have been looking as colleges I am feeling college road trip soon!

 

 I have also been painting fishies with Kelsey. Starting to get my creative blood flowing again. And besides that it is fun to do things with your friends.

 

 But I am enjoying My time alone in front of the computer. It is relaying and lets my mind wonder, which it did also of mind wondering Today. Just a day for self examination like: who am I? What is go into happen tome and my life? Where am I going and where have I come from? I feel that I was a slight Oscar the Grouch today. But thankfully there is one person that Cheers me up all the time and less me hum and haw at them and I am grateful that they listened to me.

 

 

 So when I go over to Europe, and when I visit Paris, France I have a list of things to do when I am there. you want to hear my Short list? I know you want to know. I want to buy two French baguettes one for me and one for my traveling partner and have a bread fight in front of the Eiffel Tower. Then a picnic with a major photo shoot, maybe some shopping as well. And lay down in the grass watching the city lights turn on.

 

  Okay, I think that was a good blog about non-sense. Glad that I could waste your time.

 

Song for today’s blog……”Dance Dance Dance” By:Lykke Li

No title, just another blog. June 13, 2008

 <- 138 *Don’t be jealous of the awesomeness of the number!*

  Okay, truely Colplay’s lyrics are so powerful. To me they are inspiring, and very poetic. To be honest I can never pick one song from Coldplay that i can call my favorite, or one I don’t like. I hear they are coming in concert. It would be nice to see them in concert, just I have one problem with concerts, they always play only their new recent songs. But what about the classics, the ones everyone knows the words too, the ones that came off the first album but people still enjoy it. Coldplay, and The Dave Matthews Band are two bands I would absolutely love to go see. Maybe even John Mayer, but not so much as the other two bands.

 

  One song “Til’ Kingdom Come” by Coldplay, is one song that I think the lyrics are just magnificent! I don’t know what exactly the meaning for the song was, but I believe it is means love, and all the other mushy gushy stuff that goes along with love. OH, how I love to listen to Coldplay.

 

 

    Hmmmm….what is new……not much really. I went out and saw Kung Fu Panda. Jack Black did a great job for the voice of Po the Panda. It was one of those movies that everyone enjoys, and makes you feel warm and fuzzy in side at the end. Makes me kinda miss when I did martial arts. Just watch, now there is going to be a BIG increase of kids joining Martial Arts, because they want to be the next Dragon Master.

 

  Well, nothing else is happening. Just me sitting in front of my computer at home again, being anti-social. To be honest, as much as I love being with people, and being busy. I love being alone, to me it is when I can collect my thoughts and put them in order, and recharge my batteries. Some people, need other people 24/7 around them. But there are just times where you need to be alone, no matter who or what you are. I sometimes get antsy and don’t know what to do, so I read a book. 

 

 I am reading ANOTHER book. It is called “Nothing But The Truth” some people might recognize the title and have read it in school. It is a required book for alot of people, but even if your not required to read it, I would have to recommend it. Miss Ivani told us about it, and she is an English Teacher, and last time I read a book that an English Teacher told me I would like I really loved the book. So if your a book worm like me or someone who has nothing better to do, read “Nothing But The Truth” it is about a high school boy Philip Mallory, and how his English teacher is after him, and patriotism. So far, I give it a thumbs up from me. So if you have enjoyed the books I have recommended to you before, you will like this one as well. It is an easy read for those, who have an odd hate for books. 

 

  Okay, blog surfers…if you haven’t figured it out yet, it is that time for a song to end my blog.

And NO, it isn’t “Til Kingdom Come” by Coldplay….my memory is somewhat good, and know that I have already recommended at an end of a previous blog.

 

The song for this blog is a new artist to me, a very close and dear friend told be about Joshua Radin. Have you heard of him? Well, I just heard of him yesterday. I think he isn’t all that bad, and he sings with Ingrid Michaelson….so he MUST know what is good.

“Sky” Feat. Ingrid Michaelson by: Joshua Radin   enjoy it!

 

p.s. thank you, that special person *I know your reading this* for giving me everything, and that song that introduced Joshua Radin into my playlist! Your the best, and the awesomest! *HAHA*

Green Eyes June 7, 2008

 

 

 

 

 

 

Okay, so I am bored, don’t know what to do other then write a blog. YAY!

I guess I will talk about last night. It was absouletly fun, Kelsey had a movie night after Surge at her house and us bible study girls went to it. We saw the movie “P.S. I Love You” and to be completely honest, that was so hopelessly romantic. I was getting all choked up at a few points in the movie. Of coarse us girls were melting like chocolate in a hot pot. Jackie always made funny comments during the movie. Goodness, that was soo much fun! “ie Papi Chulo!” We all agreed that accents make guys much cuter, why? we have no idea. But so true! That movie reminded me of me and my friends in some parts, I could not stop laughing at times. I now want to watch that movie again. I advise, if your having a girls night in and want to cry, watch a good movie, eat way to much pizza rolls/ice cream/gummie worms, rent P.S. I Love You.

But right now, I have nothing to do. Thinking of things I have wanted to research but never had the time to and now really don’t feel like reading. Maybe a few games of solitare tonight. I really don’t think there is a night I don’t play solitare, which is so funny. I couldn’t really go to bed without playing 15 games of solitare.  That sounds so pathetic but true, and I really do just enjoy it. So I will sit here watch the sun set, eat my Milano cookies, finish this blog and enjoy the rest of tonight. I am trying to think of something that could be of some importance that called me to come and write a new blog.

Okay, I got nothing else to really say now. well my readers, I am out. Enjoy the rest of your day or night, where ever you are. Thanks for reading my patheic blog  of meaninglessness! MUCHO AMORE!

“See You Soon” by: Coldplay

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